2011年7月15日星期五

我长大了

今天PuiYan出车了,Honda Accord, Celeste突然间订车了,BMW 3 Series.
两个才21岁。车不是父母给的,而是靠自己双手赚回来的,太佩服了。
我想,我的决定做对了。

这个月24号,我应该是跟我喜欢的人去马六甲旅行的。可是,我拒绝了。

有一天遇到一个妇女,她是个很有钱的人。可是5年前,她结婚的太早,生了一个孩子,
很穷,两公婆经济能力很糟糕。结果两公婆把孩子交给父母照顾,
两个人到城市做工。5年来,两个人没有见过孩子,没有回过家,只是寄钱回家。
在孩子最天真,最可爱,成长的关键时刻,他不在孩子的身边,直到他赚到钱了才回去。
这5年来,她很拼很拼。
她说,她牺牲了这5年陪孩子的时间,换取了孩子5年后更好的生活。
不要看小你现在做的东西,而忽略了你未来的数十年。

太敬佩她了。所以我告诉自己,不能浪费时间,不要回家,不要游戏人生。

每天站在太阳底下,来来往往的人很多,
捡纸皮的,驾大车的,
打工的,做生意的,自大的,谦虚的。什么都有。
有时候看到超有钱的,我会想,其实他年轻的时候是怎样的人?做着什么?
看到没有钱的,我会想,其实他年轻时是怎样度过的?想着什么?
分别很大,可能有些人家里很有钱,也有富不过三代,败家子。
有些人家里不是很有钱,白手起家。

你忙你的,我忙我的,3个月我们见面一次。
都是为了以后有更好的生活。

2011年4月6日星期三

好玩的Asian Water Sport Village~

刚刚旅行回来,很多人问我去那里旅行?我说Puchong,哈?离我家不到半个小时的地方,很多人奇怪我去玩什么?哈哈,这个神奇啊~我被一群小孩骗去仙境~ Asian Water Sport Village,有机会一定要好好去玩下,超好玩,超值得~ 我这朋友也很神奇,他带去的人都人都有用处的,煮饭的煮饭,带卡的带卡,带电脑的带电脑,拍照的拍照~ 回到家第一件做的事情,就是去facebook upload照片,再看看他们拍的照片。结果不小心进去Mr Game的blog,不小心看到“笑话一则”~ 其中一篇竟然是很忙的老虎。那篇就是我写的两只老虎,其实是我和一个人的对话,很浪漫的故事在他手中就变成笑话了~ 还有一篇看到他写做工的趣事,笑死我了~ 想起上一次跟他们去旅行是去年农历新年的事了。那时候四个小孩找不到旅店,差一点流露街头。这次候塞雷啊~我们住豪华别墅~ 有几豪华咧?大家可以去我的facebook看~ 一早去到那里就因为我左右不分,找他找了半天,然后林伟杰带我们去吃神奇早餐。为什么神奇咧?整间店只有我们,和两个印度人。尤其在我选猪肠粉的时候,只有猪肉丸和腐竹。结果我整盘大大盘的早餐只有三种东西。 再来就去买晚上烧的东西。香,元宝,蜡烛...........................................都没有买,我们买香肠,鱼,鱼丸,零食,冰淇淋,牛肉。。。然后有人说会有benz来接送,结果只是Hyundai,还不要紧,我们还超载。不过我学到一个很好的词。相信大家都知道什么是papago,原来还有一个mamazao(mama走) 司机还很神奇的跟我们讲toll由我们付,然后有人就问那saman由谁付?去到那里就是享受了,别的不用讲,单单家门前的草地,fish spa, sauna, jacuzzi让我还没有住就已经不想走了~ 接着重头戏水上活动,有香蕉船,(还有另外两个我不懂叫什么)。其实没什么怕,只是手很酸脚很软。我的屁股给海浪打到很痛~ 最后划船,原来比想象中简单。看过一部戏,秋香怒点唐伯虎,港剧来的,有两个人以为划船很简单,用那支东西撩下撩下就可以了,结果过了很久还在原地,噢是原湖。结果是,我划的还会动,只是很慢,很吃力。第二天早上,我有再去划,却轻松很多,原来,吴坤洋那么重,那时划到很吃力是因为我载他~ 然后晚上的spa真让人堕落,进去了就不想起来了。因为,太舒服了啦~ 还有BBQ,做寿司。这是我吃过最多样化又最难吃的寿司~ 结果晚上我们东西吃不完,隔壁家的也吃不完,他们拿来给我们吃,我们又送otak给他们~ 但是110支的otak不是酱就玩了,结果还剩很多,我送给保安pak cik吃,他第一句就问我, babi? 我:bukan, ini otak. Pak cik:apa otak? 我:otak-otak. Pak cik:apa itu? 我:ikan~ 原来印尼没有这种东西~不过其实我也不确定是不是鱼,只是我知道那不是猪啦,不然我们的马来人就不会在pasar malam烧了~ 其实整个行程很轻松,很享受,很舒服,只是水上活动很刺激。下一次再一起出去不知道在几时呢?

2011年2月19日星期六

情人节

去年年初一刚好是情人节,今年的西洋情人节和农历情人节其实也蛮靠近的。
单身的过得好不好其实要看自己的心态了。
有的会跟一班朋友度过,有的自己过,有的跟暧昧的朋友过~
其实情人节蛮压力的,

男生遇到两个情人节,还要想送什么给女朋友。
有些在一起很久了,差不多市场上有卖的东西都送过了。
在一起不久的,又不懂要送什么,经济又讨她喜欢。

女生遇到情人节,有些也会想要送什么东西。
大多数都希望男友送的东西有心思,创意,又贵的,
还可以好好向姐妹姐妹炫耀~

西洋情人节的时候,我和一班去看戏,
有一个刚放工的男子买了戏院整排最中间的位子,
没办法,我们只好kiap着他,云凤更坏,
叫我们一直pass popcorn和汽水,还讲出来,
那个人傻眼看着我们,尴尬到死~
整部戏做完了我们还待到最后一分钟,他们说不要浪费一分钱~

农历情人节,Amcorp Mall 旁边的湖有抛柑活动,
我也去,但不是去抛柑,是去做工。
我看到一个男子拿着整箱柑,都有电话号码,就问他,
他说拿回家慢慢打。
为什么不现在打?因为电话没电了。

其实对我来说,抛柑是上天安排的缘分,
也可能是一个机会。
但是真正的缘分应该自己争取。
不过抛柑活动其实蛮好玩的~

我不喜欢的人追我,苦苦追也没用。
我有喜欢的人,我一定会追。

但是首先,我要做好自己~然后做我想要做的事~

2010年12月10日星期五

两只老虎

>.<我肚子痛~
^.^我可以帮到你什么?
>.<你讲故事给我听。
^.^两只老虎,两只老虎,跑得快~
>.<这个不是故事,这个是唱歌。要有很久很久以前的。
^.^哦,很久很久以前,有两只老虎,两只老虎,跑得快~
>.<不要,我要听历史故事。
^.^在清朝时代,有两只老虎,两只老虎,跑得快~
>.<我要外星人故事~
^.^有两只外星老虎,跑得快跑得快~
>.<我要三国故事~
^.^刘备骑着一只老虎,曹操也骑着一只老虎,所以两只老虎,两只老虎,跑得快~
>.<我要听鬼故事~
^.^有两只鬼老虎,跑得快跑得快~
>.<我要听Disney故事~
^.^Mickey骑着两只老虎,两只老虎,跑得快~
>.<我要高科技的故事~
^.^2011年,broadband的速度会快到像两只老虎,两只老虎,跑得快~
>.<哈哈哈~
^.^肚子还痛吗?
>.<没有了,谢谢~

2010年6月4日星期五

My fabulous Scen

Just now I talked to my friend, he told me that he is very sad but still he wont choose to suicide.
I look back to myself, there are much more thing happen and I think IF I'm not strong enough, and without his support, maybe I wont be here anymore. Thank that I'm rational thus I alive until now.
Really thank to my boyfriend that support and be with me all the time. Take good care of me when I sick. A person that I admire and love much. Love your embrace, love your hug, your kiss, your words, your hand, your sight...
A dependent relationship is unhealthy so you make me independent. There are many post related to love being post in facebook. "Behaviour of a good boyfriend. What a boyfriend should do"... But many of them are nonsense for me. How many people can do that and how much of them can persist until the end of life? Its hard and you will be tired. Love is a journey, not a destination. So I like this simple you, keep loving me and always keep the best for me. Love your open-minded thinking althought some are not acceptable to me. What done by others and can say as public's behaviour not necessary applicable in our relationship, and thats why we try to find the best solution. No matter what happen, your hug is my medicine, staying in your hand will be secure. You used to say I look like a kid. You protect me, solve problems that I made. Sorry for all that and I promise I wont do that again. I try to be mature enough so that I can build a family with you. Yes I do after I graduate, but you have to ask permission from my mom, my grandma and grandpa, my sister and bro, my aunty and uncle too. And Pn.Soon said, marriage ceremony is not important for her, the most important is how to maintain the relationship.
I can feel your love more and more, and same as me too... I love you more by day.
My world doesn't end, because of your love. You are fabulous and awesome. I can see and feel your halo surround me. I'm secure and thanks for all you done for me, Scen.

2010年5月27日星期四

Simply for that silly guy

Many thing happened recently, I'm not going to explain what had happened.
It seems bad to me, but I really appreciate it.
First of all, I knew the reality of that silly guy and some people that I called "friends".
If all this din't happen, I wont know and I don't have the braveness to shift out from that terrible house.
I'm so lucky that I knew his real personality from now, its never too late.
And, I wont spread about you as what you done on me. But never mind,
Because of you, I filter all spoil thing what I treat as friends so far. Friends that only listen from single side and stand at your side, that is not call as friends.
Because of you, I'm clearer of who is my real friends and I do appreciate them.
Because of you, I'm in Scen's hand right now.
Because of you, I grew and be more mature.
Because of you, I love Scen more.

The day I shift out from that old stupid place, I took all tangible thing that belongs to me, my curtains, board, table and so on. And that night, some silly things shouted rude words and a silly girl showed rude sign at the balcony. That was the funniest scene I ever seen before. Really, shame of you and I felt sorry to your family.
As I know, a well-family educated person won't do this kind of thing. Who's fault? Your parents or you? Do you think this shows your prestige and you proud of it? Such a childish little poor thing. I dint feel angry at all because you are showing your personality to the resident of the condominium, and you made the whole unit shame. Feeling so fortunately that I was shifted out. And others, you are so closed-minded and you only listen to him from the beginning. Each time we argue and he will talk about my fault and you wont look at the whole thing and just listen to him blindly. Well, he is always the pity person and well mannered as you think. Never mind, go ahead and you will get all these one day. I strongly believe.

No matter what motive you done all this on me, purposely or not, it doesn't matter. Its non-related to me anymore and that wont catch my attention and I even fed up of you. Once you appear in my mind, I feel that waste of my time and nerve cells. Do you think I will feel sad for all these? Do you think I want to pay you back what you've done on me? You are not worth at all.

2010年5月22日星期六

Stop it

I know what guys like, tender, beautiful, caring, considerate...
I'm not that kind of girl.
I wont tell the whole world that I'm sick and I need care and ask protection from guys.
I wont stimulate guys' hormone.
I wont tell everyone that I'm sad and need attention.
I wont tell everyone my opinion and need praises.
I wont cry if I can control my tears.
Sorry for that, I'm just me, wont change for anyone.
I'm not as weak as you think, I can still alive without anyone.
I ain't perfect for anyone and I wont change.
I've flaws and
there are always many better than me.

What is love? Just a tool to hurt myself after break up.
I don't want to experience it again.
Stop it.