My fabulous Scen

Just now I talked to my friend, he told me that he is very sad but still he wont choose to suicide.
I look back to myself, there are much more thing happen and I think IF I'm not strong enough, and without his support, maybe I wont be here anymore. Thank that I'm rational thus I alive until now.
Really thank to my boyfriend that support and be with me all the time. Take good care of me when I sick. A person that I admire and love much. Love your embrace, love your hug, your kiss, your words, your hand, your sight...
A dependent relationship is unhealthy so you make me independent. There are many post related to love being post in facebook. "Behaviour of a good boyfriend. What a boyfriend should do"... But many of them are nonsense for me. How many people can do that and how much of them can persist until the end of life? Its hard and you will be tired. Love is a journey, not a destination. So I like this simple you, keep loving me and always keep the best for me. Love your open-minded thinking althought some are not acceptable to me. What done by others and can say as public's behaviour not necessary applicable in our relationship, and thats why we try to find the best solution. No matter what happen, your hug is my medicine, staying in your hand will be secure. You used to say I look like a kid. You protect me, solve problems that I made. Sorry for all that and I promise I wont do that again. I try to be mature enough so that I can build a family with you. Yes I do after I graduate, but you have to ask permission from my mom, my grandma and grandpa, my sister and bro, my aunty and uncle too. And Pn.Soon said, marriage ceremony is not important for her, the most important is how to maintain the relationship.
I can feel your love more and more, and same as me too... I love you more by day.
My world doesn't end, because of your love. You are fabulous and awesome. I can see and feel your halo surround me. I'm secure and thanks for all you done for me, Scen.