Simply for that silly guy

Many thing happened recently, I'm not going to explain what had happened.
It seems bad to me, but I really appreciate it.
First of all, I knew the reality of that silly guy and some people that I called "friends".
If all this din't happen, I wont know and I don't have the braveness to shift out from that terrible house.
I'm so lucky that I knew his real personality from now, its never too late.
And, I wont spread about you as what you done on me. But never mind,
Because of you, I filter all spoil thing what I treat as friends so far. Friends that only listen from single side and stand at your side, that is not call as friends.
Because of you, I'm clearer of who is my real friends and I do appreciate them.
Because of you, I'm in Scen's hand right now.
Because of you, I grew and be more mature.
Because of you, I love Scen more.

The day I shift out from that old stupid place, I took all tangible thing that belongs to me, my curtains, board, table and so on. And that night, some silly things shouted rude words and a silly girl showed rude sign at the balcony. That was the funniest scene I ever seen before. Really, shame of you and I felt sorry to your family.
As I know, a well-family educated person won't do this kind of thing. Who's fault? Your parents or you? Do you think this shows your prestige and you proud of it? Such a childish little poor thing. I dint feel angry at all because you are showing your personality to the resident of the condominium, and you made the whole unit shame. Feeling so fortunately that I was shifted out. And others, you are so closed-minded and you only listen to him from the beginning. Each time we argue and he will talk about my fault and you wont look at the whole thing and just listen to him blindly. Well, he is always the pity person and well mannered as you think. Never mind, go ahead and you will get all these one day. I strongly believe.

No matter what motive you done all this on me, purposely or not, it doesn't matter. Its non-related to me anymore and that wont catch my attention and I even fed up of you. Once you appear in my mind, I feel that waste of my time and nerve cells. Do you think I will feel sad for all these? Do you think I want to pay you back what you've done on me? You are not worth at all.

Stop it

I know what guys like, tender, beautiful, caring, considerate...
I'm not that kind of girl.
I wont tell the whole world that I'm sick and I need care and ask protection from guys.
I wont stimulate guys' hormone.
I wont tell everyone that I'm sad and need attention.
I wont tell everyone my opinion and need praises.
I wont cry if I can control my tears.
Sorry for that, I'm just me, wont change for anyone.
I'm not as weak as you think, I can still alive without anyone.
I ain't perfect for anyone and I wont change.
I've flaws and
there are always many better than me.

What is love? Just a tool to hurt myself after break up.
I don't want to experience it again.
Stop it.

My great life @@

Yesterday I was working at KLCC, I met our ex Prime Minister, guess who? Tunku Abdul Rahman… Scary, he is dead. Is Tun Mahathir, he looks slimmer but he looks like a pop star, rocking in the KLCC. He has 4 body guards and 1 assistant. But after I back home I told Siew Lee, she said she met Spider Man at BB Plaza. I don’t know who but I think it is a great experience too^^

I love my current life, and Popular and Kinokuniya book store.

Love is a journey, not a destination~